Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Hello I love you won't you tell me your name?

I am not sure what I can do with Cassy to make her realize that there are such things as strangers. That child has no fear of anyone at all. Every person is her best friend and she is not afraid to let them know. She will run up to complete strangers and wrap her arms around them and tell them "You are my best friend" I have tried explaining that she can not do that, it does not matter what I say she just can not grasp it. I have so many fears of her running off with a stranger. She is quick in the blink of an eye boom she can be gone just like that, I do my best to keep her right with me hold her hand, but sometime it just takes a second. I can not put her in the stroller or carriage because that causes an extremely bad melt down and I am not sure how I feel about "leashes" for children. I guess I just have be more careful and not take her out into public places as much =/

Monday, August 16, 2010

Long Road Ahead

Noone ever said that motherhood was going to be easy, however, I did not realize it could be so hard. I am starting this blog well for a couple of reasons, but mostly to document my journey. I am about to embark on a wild ride, a long journey, a bumpy road. I know I could not do it without the support of my husband, my family or my wonderful friends. I hope that someday I can look back and say I did the absolute best I could. I also hope that by documenting My Life as a Mom I might be able to give peice of mind to other mothers who are on a journey of thier own whether it be an easy one or a difficult one. I hope that I can find humor and humility in my life. I hope that I can learn to accept the things I can not change, and do my best to change the things that I can. I will not say that I will blog everyday though I hope that I can find the time to do that. I also can not say what I will blog about, it will change so who knows, I just want to document all the changes that I am embarking on, all the knowledge that I will gain, and the experiences I will have. This journey that I am speaking about will focus mostly on my daughter Cassy, she is almost 4 and has recently been diagnosised with ADHD OCD and an Anxiety disorder, this is where the journey begins but does not end. Her Dr has also reffered her to see a specialist to have her evaluated for Autism. Lefe is about to get crazy, but I am strapped in and ready to ride.